Fate don't fall short this time

“Yeah! It never ends up being twenty questions though!” He says. I laugh and nod my head in agreement.
“We can play that. But you have to go first!” He lets out a sound of frustration.
“Fine.. Um..” he gets up to turn off the lights. “What’s your favorite color?”
“You’re basic.” I say laughing.
“Basic!” he shouts crawling back onto the couch.
“Yes. Basic. My favorite color is. Wait you already know this. This question doesn’t count!”
“You’re right. I do know it’s blue.” I can tell by his voice he’s smiling.

“Okay when is your birthday? I do not know this one!”
“My birthday is January first.”
“Oh it’s soon then! Your turn.”
“Okay um what’s your biggest fear?” I suck at this game.
“I’m afraid of messing up live.” Oh yeah that’s right you’re in the world’s biggest boy band.
“Have you ever messed up live?”
“Ah, ah, ah! It’s not your turn!” Harry says.

“Describe your perfect guy.” Hear we go. We’re making that epic turn to relationship questions.
“My perfect guy well shit I’ve failed in that department, so let me really think about this um… I think my perfect guy dresses in a way that I consider to be fashionable. A fashion designer can’t date someone who doesn’t have style. I must have a guy who is taller than me, not that it’s hard, but it’s a must. I recently have dated muscular guys, but I really like tall boys with some toned muscles not super ripped. Too scary. I also have a secret thing for a guy with talent and passion. There’s just something about a guy with passion. Also he has to be polite and enjoy me in all forms. I could probably go on all day.” I say breathless.
“That’s a lot of qualifications”
“You said perfect and perfect my friend does not exist.” Friend LOL. You wanna do the dirty he ain’t a friend.
“I think you’ve been looking in all the wrong places. But it’s your turn.” My heart flutters at his words. Oh no here it comes word vomit.

“When was the last time you hooked up with a girl? Like anything.” I could hear him change positions. Why am I so awkward?
“Well you and I did kiss tonight. The last time I was physical with someone was well Cara Delvingne a few months ago.” I felt my blood boil.
“What about you?” he asks.
“I am a virgin.” I bluntly state.
“What? No, you aren’t” He props himself. I roll over to meet my eyes with his. The city lights light the room just right.
“I promise. Sawyer always tried, but I just wasn’t ready. That’s why when he was drinking he’d come home and try.”
“How long were you two together?” he says with shock in his voice.
“About six months or so. We got together when I moved to New York and he was the only one that really paid attention to me, so we moved in together and now I’m here.” I let out a small breath of laughter.
“How long did it go on?”
“Honestly?” He nods his head.
“From the third week of me living there when he realized sex wasn’t going to happen. I mean we did other things, but nothing else.” I see Harry shudder at the word other.

“Not to sound like a pig, but I can’t believe you’re a virgin.” He shakes his head in disbelief.
“Well you do sound like a pig.”
“Ouch. What did I do? You didn’t let me finish I was going to see someone likes you deserves to be loved entirely in all forms.” He says.
“Well, thank you I’m just annoyed.” The butterflies in my stomach are going mad, but tears follow them.

“Is it okay if I come and sit on the bed with you?” he asks. I mumble the words yes and he approaches the bed.
“I’m sorry I am not meaning to cry.” I say wiping my face.
“It’s okay it’s been a stressful day.” His arms wraps around my shoulder.
“I heard Louis say you might be interested in me. But he said I could also just be some girl to you.” The words pour out of my mouth. Harry moves positions so he can look me in the eyes.

Notes

DOUBLE UPDATE BC IM JUST SO EXCITED