After a few moments, Harry pulled away. I didn’t really want him to though. I think he realized that, too, because after a few moments of hesitation he finally leaned back in. I felt so warm with his hands wrapped around my waist. His kiss made me feel like I had no worry in the world. His lips traveled down my neck making me shiver a bit, but I liked it.

Harry took me by surprise when he reached one hand up my shirt, gently grasping of my breasts. A small moan escaped my mouth, and I could hear Harry giggle. I get turned on way too easily. A few seconds later I started to run my fingers slowly though his soft curls as he made his way back up to my lips. This time the kiss was full of lust. I felt Harry’s tongue graze over my bottom lip, so I opened my mouth slightly more, letting him fully put it in. Harry lifted me up and laid me on the ground softly, before straddling me. The way he touched my body and kissed me so passionately felt so amazing.

Before I knew it Harry was pulling my shirt over my head, and then he took his off as well. I began to get a bit nervous as he unhooked my bra. I was still a virgin. What if I wasn’t ready? I think Harry noticed the look on my face because he quickly stood up and put his shirt back on.

“What’s wrong?" I tried to sound like nothing was bothering me but I could tell he knew it was.

“I can see it in your eyes. You’re not ready," I stared at the ground not knowing what to say. This is what always ruins things with me and guys. It really makes me believe that everything David did to me was my fault, and that I deserved it. I’m just never good enough…. “I’ll wait for you," the words came out of his mouth and for a second, I didn’t believe my ears.

“Are you sure?" I managed to spit out. I was still overwhelmed. No other guy would do that for me.

“Of course, love. You deserve it. And I want to be your first time. You are too beautiful for it to be ruined. I’ll make it amazing," And with that, we smiled at each other and headed back to the cabin.
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“Hey. Where did you guys go?" my cousin Jadie walked up to me and asked as Harry went to the bathroom. “I saw you two walk out just as I showed up."

“Wait. Where were you?" I don’t remember seeing her earlier. She probably didn’t see what went on with David.

"I wasn’t feeling to good so I waited up for a bit back at our cabin. But I did see David packing all of his stuff up and leaving. When I tried to talk to him he just pushed me away and stormed off."

"Don’t worry about him. But I’m really tired so I’m gonna go lay down," I gave her a kiss on the cheek and walked to Harry’s room. A few minutes later I saw Harry come in the room. He could tell that I was exhausted so he stripped down to his Calvin Klein boxer briefs and threw me an old, big t-shirt to sleep in. When I put it on he protested on me wearing my leggings to bed because it got hot in the middle of the night, so I hesitantly slipped them off. When I climbed into bed I flicked off the lamp’s light switch and got cozy. Then I felt Harry’s warm arms wrap around my waist, and although I could hear the party still going on, I felt safe with Harry, and that was all it took for me to fall asleep.