I guess we really do learn something every day. Like today I learned that I am quiet the heavy sleeper and that I was moved to a hospital in New York. Which isn't such a bad thing I just wish I was told ahead of time. I also would have loved to know that Niall wasn't going to be with me.
However, Lilly, and Lola are in the room with me playing cards. My mom and their dad are supposed to drop in and see me. I don't remember them. I'm not supposed to remember their dad since we haven't met, but I had just recently met my mom. "Good morning sleepy head," Lola said. To be completely honest I can't tell them apart just yet. So really I think it was Lola who said that. I groaned in response and turned to my right, groaning even more. "Try and be careful. You're not on as high of a pain medication now." Lindsey warned. I sat back and relaxed now realizing that my head ached in the slightest and my body was full of aches and pains all over. I really miss Niall.
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My mom and step dad came to visit. It was quiet, and then we'd talk. We'd lose interest in our talk then be quiet again. It's probably because she doesn't know what I remember. I hate that I can't remember, at least I knew who she was when she walked in. Really, though I was excited knowing I had someone new to talk to. Guess I got my hopes up for someone who wasn't going to talk. They brought Brayden though, and from what I know from what the twins have told me he's my half brother and is the cutest thing ever. He is, he really is. Right now he's sitting next to me in bed showing me a game he just got a couple days ago. I didn't think that kids still played with all the good games, but I guess they do.
"The nurse said you should be out tomorrow"
"Really?",I asked excitedly. I am so bored of staying in one place and not being able to move. There was the one day at the hospital when Niall came back and walked in on my playing piano without me knowing. I was so fixated that I didn't hear the door open, that and my playing and singing. I didn't really mind singing; I don't even know why I haven't sung before. When I asked Niall he stared at me, just looking at me with this loving look and answered, "You never sang to try. It was always you singing along to your favorite song, but obnoxiously"
Obnoxious. Yup, that's me alright.
As the days go on sitting on the front stoop with a cup of tea I contemplated if I should ask about my dad or not. Not asking sounds like the best choice lately because everyone tenses when that subject comes up. I just don't understand why it's such a touchy subject. Somehow I don't even want to know why I don't know anything about my dad.
In the meantime I've met Lindsey, Lola's, and Brayden's father. He is really nice and understanding. He's taken some time off from work to visit the kids on their brake and get to know me now that I’m trapped here for all of eternity. Since my last day in the hospital a little over a week ago I have gained a lot of my memory back.
I fully remember One Direction from the beginning. When they were formed and all the way up until now, especially when Niall took me to the lock bridge in Paris. As far as before One Direction, I can slightly remember everything from maybe...nine years old and up. Anything before is just a blur of everything outside my house and seeing Niall once a day.
Because I don't know any better I guess you could say I think they don't want me to remember.
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I've spoken to Niall recently over Face Time. He was watching Louis and Zayn play FIFA which is pretty typical. Liam was weight lifting and Harry is...being Harry. Brayden came into my room during our talk and said hi to Niall. He decided to sit next to me and let me rub his head while I talked to Niall. Niall wishes I was there to do that for him ha...ha ha. I feel the same. I wish I could be there like I have been since the X-Factor tour. Actually, I had recently told Niall about my most recent talk with management. His response, "You sound happy and not as pissed as usual"
"Well yeah I mean they're letting me attend the TCA'S, the London and New York premiere for your movie, and the VMA'S. If nothing goes wrong they're bound to let me go on the last stretch of the tour. Just imagine Australia, it'll be so beautiful Niall!"
He seemed 100% excited that we'd be reunited by the end of summer, in time for Liam's birthday and our birthday a couple weeks later.
Besides talking to Niall there hasn't been a lot to do around the house lately. Mom doesn't let me go very far out of reach and I'm not allowed to drive the girls anywhere, figures.
So now I've resorted to Instagram and Twitter as I've found myself logged in one day in the hospital. Lot's and lot's of drama; directioners that is. I've forgotten about how they have their own little world of just befriending everyone they meet over the internet and all the shipping wars are so fun to watch until things get brutal, and I mean caps lock brutal. I do tend to learn new thing about myself and instead of denying from my account I made a fan account to deny from. It was fun for a while. Then I got bored with that and started going for a walk once a day. Earlier this week mom suggested getting a job over the summer...so I did, or tried at least.
As the summer rolled on slowly I figured out that the more time I spend with my family the more I realize that I miss what I never really had. Sure Niall's family let me stay with them for a long time and what not, but this is different.
My heart finally feels at home.

Notes

Guys! This might be the last chapter.
I really fon't know what I'd write IF I even wrote an epilogue so this really most likely is the last chapter.

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