Jessa, is living every teenage girls dream right? She sees One Direction every day. Heck she even lives with Niall. What the fans don’t understand is her grim and oh so gruesome past that only Niall knows of…for now. What possible childhood nightmare could sweep in and ruin her satisfyingly, entertaining present? Only a few hospital visits could let her find out.


*Warning: self hram, mentions of abuse and rape. Can't handle it, don't read it. I don't think it's so gruesome you'll want to vomit or something, but it's a fair warning.
*I don't own anything but the original characters. This is MY story. It was here,Wattpad, and Polyvore first. It will not be posted anywhere else.

1. Save Me Tonight

2. What Makes You Beautiful

   by One Direction

3. A Long Ways From Home

4. Unexpected And Highly Unwelcomed Guests

5. Still Breathing

   by Mayday Parade

6. “I’m better than that” “Prove it”

7. Damned If I Do Ya (Damned If I Don't)

   Titled cred to All Time Low!

8. Stay

   By Mayday Parade

9. Do It Now Remember It Later

   By Sleeping With Sirens

10. Expect The Unexpected

11. For A Pessimist I’m Pretty Optimistic

12. Waiting…And Waiting…And BOOM! Goes The Dynamite

13. Fix You

    By Coldplay

14. I’ve Got That Boyfriend Blues

15. Nobody Knows

16. A Thousand Years Later (aka 2 weeks)

17. Taken

18. Bruised and Scarred Chapter 18

19. Even Robots Need Blankets

    By Mayday Parade <3

20. A Heart Is Not A Home

    Final chapter(maybe an epilogue)