Loveless Love
Chapter 19
3 Weeks Later..
Charlotte's POV
its been 3 weeks since me and Niall were official, yeah we became a couple, but all that time, I felt something weird inside me, something uneasy in my stomach when we kissed, it was butterflies either, don't get me wrong, I like Niall yeah, But something's wrong..
I was laying on me and Niall's bed, that was in the past mine, he was sound asleep, and I was still on my thoughts, in this three weeks, Me and Harry didn't have sex, not at least one night, he wasn't talking to me much, all the time he looked hurt, believe it or not, I like Harry more than Niall, but the moment Niall asked me to be his girlfriend, I was not sure, I thought Harry was just using me like a toy, but now, I'm wrong.
the way his piercing green eyes sparkled when he smiled or laughed, his deep dimples always show when he sees me, he always bite his lips and his eyebrows farrows when he's sad or mad, the way his chestnut curls fell perfectly on his forehead, I like Harry yeah, but not just becuase he's attractive.
I mean, we're a lot a like, yeah?
He's stubborn, just like me, he's carefree, and down to earth, he lives his life like he wants, and when he wants to do something, he'll do it, wether its wrong or right.
I'm stupid, so stupid for being Niall's girlfriend, don't get me wrong, but, I can't love someone while my mind is thinking of someone else, it's hard, believe me, pretty hard.
in the past few days, I was planning to end it with Niall, not just becuase of Harry, but also becuase, when we went to a club a few days, a girl kissed him, and I could've sworn he kissed back, but being the forgive full person I'm, I just let that pass.
but after I saw him flirting with a worker in Starbucks, it really pissed me off, but he promised me he wouldnt do it again.
Niall is a great brother, but for a boyfriend, he gotta train.
I can't get Harry's image off my mind, his pink plump lips, his chestnut soft curls, his piercing green beautiful eyes, I dont like him.. I love him.
my thoughts were cutted of with a soft knock on the door, I stood up and went to open it "Hey" his husky voice whispered, I was never expecting him to show, especially on 2:00Am "Hi" I replied, failing to hide the smile that showed, which caused him to smile "could you come to my room?" I nodded my head.
"So what is it?" I asked shutting the door quitly behind me, he pulled out a guiter, and told me to set down on the bed, while he sat across from me, in a seat.
my heart melted, hearing his deep voice
Na Na Na Na Na
He takes your hand
I die a little
I watch your eyes
and I'm in riddles
why can't you look at me like that?
Na Na Na Na Na
When you walks by
I try to say it
but then I freeze
and never do it
my tongue gets tied the words get trapped
I hear the beat of my heart getting louder when ever I'm near you
But I see you with him
slow dancing
tearing me apart 'cause you don't see
when ever you kiss him
I'm breaking
oh how I wish that was me
Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na
He looks at you the way that I would
does all the things, I know that I could
if only time could just turn back, back
Cause Ive got three little words that I've always been dying to tell you
But I see you with him
slow dancing
tearing me apart 'cause you don't see
when ever you kiss him
I'm breaking
oh how I wish that was me
Feel with my hands on your waist while we danced in the moonlight
i wish it was me that you call in your room cause you wanna goodnight
But I see you with him
slow dancing
tearing me apart 'cause you don't see
But I see you with him
slow dancing
tearing me apart 'cause you don't see
when ever you kiss him
I'm breaking
oh how I wish
Oh how I wish
oh how I wish that was me...
Oh how I wish that was me
He finished that song, and throw all of it, his eyes were on mine, his eyes were teary, but he quickly pulled him away "Charlotte I--" before he could say anything my lips came crashing to his.
Charlotte's POV
its been 3 weeks since me and Niall were official, yeah we became a couple, but all that time, I felt something weird inside me, something uneasy in my stomach when we kissed, it was butterflies either, don't get me wrong, I like Niall yeah, But something's wrong..
I was laying on me and Niall's bed, that was in the past mine, he was sound asleep, and I was still on my thoughts, in this three weeks, Me and Harry didn't have sex, not at least one night, he wasn't talking to me much, all the time he looked hurt, believe it or not, I like Harry more than Niall, but the moment Niall asked me to be his girlfriend, I was not sure, I thought Harry was just using me like a toy, but now, I'm wrong.
the way his piercing green eyes sparkled when he smiled or laughed, his deep dimples always show when he sees me, he always bite his lips and his eyebrows farrows when he's sad or mad, the way his chestnut curls fell perfectly on his forehead, I like Harry yeah, but not just becuase he's attractive.
I mean, we're a lot a like, yeah?
He's stubborn, just like me, he's carefree, and down to earth, he lives his life like he wants, and when he wants to do something, he'll do it, wether its wrong or right.
I'm stupid, so stupid for being Niall's girlfriend, don't get me wrong, but, I can't love someone while my mind is thinking of someone else, it's hard, believe me, pretty hard.
in the past few days, I was planning to end it with Niall, not just becuase of Harry, but also becuase, when we went to a club a few days, a girl kissed him, and I could've sworn he kissed back, but being the forgive full person I'm, I just let that pass.
but after I saw him flirting with a worker in Starbucks, it really pissed me off, but he promised me he wouldnt do it again.
Niall is a great brother, but for a boyfriend, he gotta train.
I can't get Harry's image off my mind, his pink plump lips, his chestnut soft curls, his piercing green beautiful eyes, I dont like him.. I love him.
my thoughts were cutted of with a soft knock on the door, I stood up and went to open it "Hey" his husky voice whispered, I was never expecting him to show, especially on 2:00Am "Hi" I replied, failing to hide the smile that showed, which caused him to smile "could you come to my room?" I nodded my head.
"So what is it?" I asked shutting the door quitly behind me, he pulled out a guiter, and told me to set down on the bed, while he sat across from me, in a seat.
my heart melted, hearing his deep voice
Na Na Na Na Na
He takes your hand
I die a little
I watch your eyes
and I'm in riddles
why can't you look at me like that?
Na Na Na Na Na
When you walks by
I try to say it
but then I freeze
and never do it
my tongue gets tied the words get trapped
I hear the beat of my heart getting louder when ever I'm near you
But I see you with him
slow dancing
tearing me apart 'cause you don't see
when ever you kiss him
I'm breaking
oh how I wish that was me
Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na
He looks at you the way that I would
does all the things, I know that I could
if only time could just turn back, back
Cause Ive got three little words that I've always been dying to tell you
But I see you with him
slow dancing
tearing me apart 'cause you don't see
when ever you kiss him
I'm breaking
oh how I wish that was me
Feel with my hands on your waist while we danced in the moonlight
i wish it was me that you call in your room cause you wanna goodnight
But I see you with him
slow dancing
tearing me apart 'cause you don't see
But I see you with him
slow dancing
tearing me apart 'cause you don't see
when ever you kiss him
I'm breaking
oh how I wish
Oh how I wish
oh how I wish that was me...
Oh how I wish that was me
He finished that song, and throw all of it, his eyes were on mine, his eyes were teary, but he quickly pulled him away "Charlotte I--" before he could say anything my lips came crashing to his.
9/13/13