Prince Charming

I was packing my bags when I heard Niall behind me. “Andrea, you don’t have to leave,” he spoke, gently touching my elbow. I pulled back my arm and continued packing. “It’s clear that I have become a burden and I don’t need a babysitter.” “Listen to yourself Andrea. Are you really accept over me being upset,” he questioned. I stopped what I was doing and turned to face him. “No. But you made it very clear lastnight that you have saved me multiple times. I am grateful for that, but I know I have become a burden to you. If you’re truly my friend, you would had never thrown the times you saved me at my face. You make me feel like I owe you something in return and I don’t want to be with a person who thinks that way,” I snapped. “I wasn’t trying to say that you’re a burden to me Andrea. I was just trying to emphasize that I have been the one who has saved you and it terrifies me that one day I won’t be able to,” he spoke softly. His kind tone took me by surprise and my body relaxed. He took a step towards me and cupped my face in his warm hands. “Have you ever thought about me caring for you as more than a friend?” I took a step back and removed myself from his hands. “Wh-what?” I choked back. “Andrea, I don’t know what it is but sometimes I feel something between us and I know you feel it too. Why do you run from me?” His last words struck my heart. All my life I had been waiting for this moment. Why was I in disbelief instead of jumping in his arms? “I-I don’t know what to say.” “Say you feel it too,” he whispered coming closer to me. My chest began to rise and the butterflies in my stomach began to flutter uncontrollably. He placed his left arm around my waist pulling me closer towards him. He took his right hand and cupped my left cheek raising my face to face his. I looked him in his eyes and he looked me in mine. “You can stop me anytime,” he whispered before placing his lips on mine. I could feel a fire ignite within me and it moved me to take a hold of his silky blonde hair. His grip on my waist tightened and I could feel him just like I knew he could feel me. I opened my mouth letting him enter, and I entered his. Never once had I ever kissed someone like this. I don’t know where I learned to kiss back. He was gentle but I knew he wanted to be more aggressive and something within in me wanted for him to be more aggressive too. He walked me backwards to a wall and pinned my wrists to the wall under his strong hands. He began to kiss my neck and press himself on me. “I want you so bad,” his raspy voice said, only it wasn’t him anymore it was John. “No,” I said before pushing him off aggressively. Once more I began to panic, and thank god Niall noticed. “Andrea, it’s okay,” he said as we walked towards me trying to caress my face. I could feel the heat rise towards my cheeks. I was so embarrassed and infuriated. Even locked away, he was ruining my life. “I- I need to go to the restroom,” I stammered as I ran to the restroom and locked myself in. All my life I had waited for Niall to notice me. I wanted him to love me just as much as I loved him and now that he is finally feeling something I can’t even kiss him without having John pop into my mind. I pulled my hair back in an attempt to clear my mind of these suppressing thoughts. There was a knock on the restroom door. “Coming,” I yelled. I rushed to the sink and splattered my face with cold water trying to erase the thoughts of John. “I just want to make sure you’re okay,” the voice behind the door said. I opened the door and there Niall was, leaning on the door frame. “I’m sorry. I never thought that this could trigger unpleasant memories,” Niall said knowingly. I exhaled in relief knowing I wouldn’t have to explain to him what happened. “It’s not your fault. I’m sorry, I don’t know what’s wrong with me,” I said burying my head into his chest. “You know he’s locked up right? He can’t come near you, by the time he gets out, we’ll be old and wrinkly,” he said and I laughed thanking him for trying to ease the tension. “Do you-do you think we could go see him. I just really want to make sure he’s in there.” Niall’s body tensed but he agreed. “We can go see him right now but only after you unpack your bags.” I laughed seeing his intentions and agreed.

**
We arrived at the prison where John was staying and the guards let us know that they would bring John in soon. I was scared. I hadn’t seen him since that night. I turned around to face Niall. “I want to talk to him alone,” I stated. Niall began to argue back but he saw the determination in my eyes and didn’t push it. The guards sat me inside the visitor’s room. I tried to keep my gasp in as I saw John, his hands cuffed to the table and the bruises on his face still prominent. “You look great Andrea,” he said smirking at me. I scrunched my face in disgust. I was already regretting this. “I just came to see how you were doing. And to remind you and myself that you’ll be locked in here for a long time with no parole. It’s sad really. You could have lived a life with someone else. Maybe even with Kate you’re both equally sick for each other. I just hope to see you rot in here,” I snapped pushing myself up from the chair. He laughed as I headed towards the door. “Are you even sure he’s with you because he likes you or is he just using you to try to forget her,” he questioned. I froze in my steps. “Screw you,” I spat before leaving.
**
We arrived at Niall’s place and I was dying to change. I was exhausted and wanted to sleep for the remainder of the day. Niall stayed in the living room while I changed. I grabbed a sweater which unfortunately for me had a zipper and my hair got trapped in it while I was trying to change. After a long time of trying to release my hair, I gave up and decided to ask Niall for help. He was sitting on the couch skimming through the tv channels when I asked to help me. He began to release my hair and once he finished his fingertrips brushed the skin above my collarbone. A shiver spread throughout my entire body. His face came closer to mine and he began to plant small kisses on me. He began to move towards my lips but I moved away from him. “Do you still have feelings for Kate,” I blurted out. He stepped away from me and his expression hardened. “No,” he said after a long pause. “Then why did it take you so long to answer,” I argued. “You just took me by surprise,” he admitted. “I’m sorry. I just really don’t want you doing this because you pity me,” I said before throwing myself on the couch. Niall followed and huffed as he sat down besides me. “I’m acting this way because I like you,” he replied. “I just feel like everyone sees me as the fragile, broken girl who needs to protected. I don’t want people to pity me.” “Then let me show you that I don’t pity you,”Niall said placing a hand on my thigh. I was taken back. By the tone of his voice I knew he meant something else. I never expected this to come out of Niall. I had always been a person to keep to myself but something about Niall ignited an untamable fire within me that needed him. He pulled me ontop of him to where I sitting on his lap. I could feel him harden underneath me and it made me crave him even more. He picked me and I wrapped my legs around his waist, our lips not disconnecting once. He laid me on the body, his body hovering over me. “You’ve been so stressed, I ju-I just want to make you feel good,” he stammered. I knew he didn’t want to scare me or give me the impression that he had done this many times before but I also knew he was experienced. He looked me in the eyes as he removed the sweats off of me and slowly tracing his finger back up between my thighs. He began to run over the fabric of my panties and I reached for his hair, wanting for him to stop teasing with me. He gently removed the fabric from me and placed his lips on me, planting a kiss between my thighs. “I just need you to relax,” he said as he inserted his tongue in me. I let out a gasp and tightened my grips on his hair. “I’m going to try one finger okay,” he stated more than asked. I let out a moan and that was the only confirmation he needed. He carefully swirled around a finger in me, while still caressing me with his tongue. “Niall,” I moaned. “Tell me if you want me to stop,” he said. I responded by grabbing his hair pushing his head down and he laughed. I arched my back and I began to fill a warmth in my body take over. Niall came from under me and climbed on top me landing a warm and passionate kiss on lips. “You’re so beautiful. Did you like it?” he whispered to me. I smiled and nodded my head biting my lower lip. He smiled at me in return. Niall was never the guy to whisper dirty things to people. He was kind, gentle, and loving. It made me feel safe sharing intimate moments with him and not being thrown off by dirty remarks. It wasn’t in me and it wasn’t in him so it worked out. He grabbed my hand and pulled a blanket over me. “I’ll get your shower started,” he said. My face flushed I had completely forgotten that I had just came a second ago.
**
I took a quick shower and stepped. I stepped in front of my mirror and was surprised by my appearance. My face was flushed and it looked like I no longer had bags under my eyes. For once, my eyes were finally gleaming. They were no longer dull. I quickly changed into clothes. I pulled out a tshirt of Nialls and a pair of boxers. I liked wearing the m like shorts and I know Niall liked when I wore them too. When I walked into the living room, Niall appeared to be waiting for me. He look worried until he saw walk through the hallway. “Hey,” he said. I could tell he was nervous about what I was thinking of the moment we had just previously shared. He knew I was a pretty conserved girl who didn’t really do well with guys. I sat by him and laid my head on his shoulder trying to reassure and thank him. “Thank you,” I whispered in his ear. “Did you-did you like it,” he questioned. I nodded my head and pecked him on the cheek. “Yes, thanks for taking it slow,” I said. I didn’t know much about Niall’s active life. I didn’t know if he had had several sexual experiences before. It didn’t worry me though. I trusted him. But I also knew that other girls probably didn’t stop at oral sex, so I’m grateful that he didn’t pressure for more. “I would do anything for you. I would wait an entire eternity for you,” he whispered back. My heart fluttered at the sound of his words. Any doubt of him still having feelings for Kate vanished. All I needed now was to know what we were and where we stood.

Notes

Updated again today. Let me know if you don't like the whole graphic part. I tried to keep it at a minimum. I didn't want to make Niall act dirty or say dirty things because honestly Niall looks like the sweetest person to me, and I couldn't picture him being a bad boy. Hope you guys like it. Remember to comment any suggestions. Thanks again!