Prince Charming
I want to be free
Andrea's Pov**
" Hola," I responded. " Mija, you're plane tickets are all set up. Sadly the only date available is within 1 month. It's packed," my mom explained. I frowned. 1 month. In one month I could regret my decision. I needed to leave as soon as possible. " Are you sure?" I asked my mom. " Si, yes I'm sorry mija." " It's okay. Well I'll call you some other time. Adios mama," I said. " " Adios," my mom responded before I hung up. I have to wait one month. Great. At least it'll give me time to pack up and be ready. I was pulling suitcases and taking out clothes neatly folding my clothes when I heard a car pull up. I looked through my window and I didn't recognize the car so I went downstairs. As I was walking downstairs someone knocked the door. It was Kendall. I hadn't seen him since the " date". " Hey, Kendall. Umm what are you doing here?" I asked him. " I just thought I'd visit and have a talk." " Umm. okay," I said letting him in. I walked up to my bedroom totally forgetting that my trip to my country was a secret. " You're packing," he said. Crap. " Yeah," I said. " Are you moving," he asked. " Yeeesss," I said stretching the word. " Where to?" he asked. " My country. Mexico." " Because of Niall," he stated. Those words. That name. It crashed into my head. I gritted my teeth. " I need to move on. I need to grow strong and he's my weakness," I responded. " So running away is a sign of strength," he mocked. " No, it's my way of handling things. I don't need your approval neither do I care if you agree with my ways.," I snapped at him. " Woah," he said. " No, no woah. Don't be surprised. Why should you be? Because I cut. Because I was an anorexic. Because I was almost raped. Because I always cry. I'm tired of people feeling sorry for me. I'm tired of running back to Niall when he always ends up doing and repeating the same shit. My life is full of bull shit. My life is bull shit. So for once I would like to change that. And no one absolutely no one can change my mind, " I snapped once more. " Andrea," he said shocked at my words. " You don't understand. No one does. You don't know the feeling of loving someone so much. Of thinking about that person all the time. Making that person you're world. And Niall? He doesn't love me. He never believes me. But I have never done anything wrong for him to doubt me. Why wont he come back? Because he doesn't care. He'll never love me as much as I love him. And I know that if he does come back I will go back to him, and he'll break me again. So if running away is the only way to free myself then that's what I'm going to do. I-I just want to be left the fuck alone. I just want things to be okay. Some one to tell me things will be okay and really mean it," I finished my voice breaking at the last few words. I had just opened up out of no where to Kendall. I looked at Kendall and he looked at me. He didn't look angry. He didn't look offended. He just stood there observing me. I looked at his eyes and I knew he was concerned, but in his eyes there was something more. I could see the kindness in his eyes. The care. Not the pity. He didn't feel sorry for me. " I-I oh my gosh. I'm so sorry Kendall. I just don't know what to- I'm just tired," I continued stuttering but my voice began to break and my eyes began to fill with tears. Kendall took my shoulders and walked me to the couch. " Let it go," he whispered. I shook my head. " I always break down. Not today. I need to be strong," I responded. He pulled my chin making my eyes meet his soft brown ones. "No you need to empty yourself of the pain. That's the only way to free yourself from this pain that's holding you back." " I don't want to," I said even though my eyes began to water again. " Yes you do. Open up again," he said this time pulling me to him into a hug. I began to cry again. My tears splashing against his shirt me head resting on his chest and his arms wrapping my body to his. " I love him so much Kendall. It's killing me. Niall's killing me," I said sobbing and choking on my words. I could feel Kendall's grip tightened. I was tired. Physically, mentally and emotionally. I let Kendall's caressing touch sooth me to sleep hoping he was right and that I would finally be free.
" Hola," I responded. " Mija, you're plane tickets are all set up. Sadly the only date available is within 1 month. It's packed," my mom explained. I frowned. 1 month. In one month I could regret my decision. I needed to leave as soon as possible. " Are you sure?" I asked my mom. " Si, yes I'm sorry mija." " It's okay. Well I'll call you some other time. Adios mama," I said. " " Adios," my mom responded before I hung up. I have to wait one month. Great. At least it'll give me time to pack up and be ready. I was pulling suitcases and taking out clothes neatly folding my clothes when I heard a car pull up. I looked through my window and I didn't recognize the car so I went downstairs. As I was walking downstairs someone knocked the door. It was Kendall. I hadn't seen him since the " date". " Hey, Kendall. Umm what are you doing here?" I asked him. " I just thought I'd visit and have a talk." " Umm. okay," I said letting him in. I walked up to my bedroom totally forgetting that my trip to my country was a secret. " You're packing," he said. Crap. " Yeah," I said. " Are you moving," he asked. " Yeeesss," I said stretching the word. " Where to?" he asked. " My country. Mexico." " Because of Niall," he stated. Those words. That name. It crashed into my head. I gritted my teeth. " I need to move on. I need to grow strong and he's my weakness," I responded. " So running away is a sign of strength," he mocked. " No, it's my way of handling things. I don't need your approval neither do I care if you agree with my ways.," I snapped at him. " Woah," he said. " No, no woah. Don't be surprised. Why should you be? Because I cut. Because I was an anorexic. Because I was almost raped. Because I always cry. I'm tired of people feeling sorry for me. I'm tired of running back to Niall when he always ends up doing and repeating the same shit. My life is full of bull shit. My life is bull shit. So for once I would like to change that. And no one absolutely no one can change my mind, " I snapped once more. " Andrea," he said shocked at my words. " You don't understand. No one does. You don't know the feeling of loving someone so much. Of thinking about that person all the time. Making that person you're world. And Niall? He doesn't love me. He never believes me. But I have never done anything wrong for him to doubt me. Why wont he come back? Because he doesn't care. He'll never love me as much as I love him. And I know that if he does come back I will go back to him, and he'll break me again. So if running away is the only way to free myself then that's what I'm going to do. I-I just want to be left the fuck alone. I just want things to be okay. Some one to tell me things will be okay and really mean it," I finished my voice breaking at the last few words. I had just opened up out of no where to Kendall. I looked at Kendall and he looked at me. He didn't look angry. He didn't look offended. He just stood there observing me. I looked at his eyes and I knew he was concerned, but in his eyes there was something more. I could see the kindness in his eyes. The care. Not the pity. He didn't feel sorry for me. " I-I oh my gosh. I'm so sorry Kendall. I just don't know what to- I'm just tired," I continued stuttering but my voice began to break and my eyes began to fill with tears. Kendall took my shoulders and walked me to the couch. " Let it go," he whispered. I shook my head. " I always break down. Not today. I need to be strong," I responded. He pulled my chin making my eyes meet his soft brown ones. "No you need to empty yourself of the pain. That's the only way to free yourself from this pain that's holding you back." " I don't want to," I said even though my eyes began to water again. " Yes you do. Open up again," he said this time pulling me to him into a hug. I began to cry again. My tears splashing against his shirt me head resting on his chest and his arms wrapping my body to his. " I love him so much Kendall. It's killing me. Niall's killing me," I said sobbing and choking on my words. I could feel Kendall's grip tightened. I was tired. Physically, mentally and emotionally. I let Kendall's caressing touch sooth me to sleep hoping he was right and that I would finally be free.
@Tushi Malik
Thanks! I'm glad you like it! Plan to update tonight or tomorrow at the least!
7/13/16