
Our Moment
Secrets and Pain
*Harry’s P.O.V.*
Eagerly I knocked on the girls’ hotel room door. Bunch of glass shaddering sounds as Addison opens the door, her eyes are filled with fear. I step in the room and Kat is crying by Liam while the others are trying to calm Niall down. Liam notices me and walks towards me, “Liam, go take Addison and Kat back to our room. I’m going to try to calm Niall down.” He nods and ushers the girls out. “Get out of my fucking way,” Niall screams. I look over at him and he is holding a lamp, I run towards him and yank it out of his hands. “Niall you can’t just go around and destroy everything, calm down mate,” Louis yells over Niall’s endless screams. His fist clenches and he throws his arms up, knocking Louis off and pushing Zayn. He looks over at me and chargers for me, “Niall let’s talk about this… Lauren wouldn’t want you to do this!” He swings and I grab his hand, “Niall stop.” He puts his arm down as Lou and Zayn grab him. He sits down and covers his face, I look at the other two and they made hand signs saying that they’ll leave.
Once the door closes I sit on the desk chair across from him. Silence fills the room for like ten minutes or so until I speak up, “So you want to talk about it?” He looks up and water fills his eyes, “Why? Why did she leave me?” “She feels like she is hurting you… She feels like she is intruding on your career,” I fumble with what I was trying to say, leaving out the part about Niall yelling at her. “It’s because what I said at the club last night wasn’t it?” He looks at me with a hint of fear in his eyes. I slowly nod, he gets up and begins pacing back and forth. “I fucked up… if she wasn’t so stubborn and stop worrying about shit this wouldn’t have happened. I fucking yelled at her, I was drunk! Did she know that I wasn’t thinking straight? I was pissed at her for leaving the arena in the first place and then I see her at the club, way drunk and dancing with a creep. I know I shouldn’t have told her that but I was worried. I know you like her Harry and I’m sorry I blew up on both of you, but I was jealous. I was jealous of watching her laugh with you and have this smile that I’ve only seen before we started dating, I was afraid of loosing her, she’s the best thing that has ever happened to me and I fucked it up. She’s gone…” He breathes and sits beside me rubbing his eyes. “I’m sorry Niall, maybe she’ll come around,” I look for the words to say after that long rant. He shifts, “I know her, she’s deeply hurt and she won’t forgive me. Do you think I’ll ever see her again?” I look at him, he looks at me with hope and fear. Is he afraid that she won’t come back around? Hell I’m actually afraid of the answer too. I sighed and gave him the best answer I could make up, “If fate wants you two to be together, and you truly do love her… then yes, she’ll come around.”
*Lauren’s P.O.V.*
I step out of the car and the heat flows across my body. Man I have missed this weather ever since I moved to London. I slowly walk up to the mini town house, I hope this is the right address… I knock on the door about three times and step back. The door opens, “I swear if you’re another advertiser I don’t want your shi- Lauren, I thought you would come tonight! It’s messy in here… but I’ll clean up,” she greets. I roll my eyes, “It’s ok, I’m used to messiness…” “Oh yeah, from being on tour with … Um… Er… hey, I have a jucuzzi in my backyard, let’s go get in it and we will catch up,” Angelica says trying to avoid the subject of Niall. She quickly drags me into my room and throws me one of her old small bikinis. “Thanks,” I laugh and she smiles, “Just glad to see my bestfriend after a year or so.”
“What an ass,” Angelica states as I finished explaining what happened between me and Niall. I give a halfhearted smile, “So what if you got way drunk, that’s like rare for you! Kudos to you my friend,” Angelica congratulates me and I laugh. Letting all of this out has pushed Niall far back in my mind, well for now. I look over and Angelica is smirking at me, “What?” “I know what can help you out of the break up blues.” “and that would be?” “Surfing, just like the good ole days,” she giggles and heads out of the jucuzzi for her towel dress. She’s right, you can’t really surf in London and surfing always make me happy and relaxed. I follow her to the garage, wrapping my towel around me. The garage opens and I see multiple boards, “Damn.” She grins at the boards, “Yeah I love them too.” I look over and see a strip of gold and and blue, I run towards it, “You never told me that you have my board!” “I saved it just for you, just in case you come back,” she smiles pulling out a white board with pink flowers on top of her jeep. “Now c’mon or we will miss surfing in the beautiful Florida sunrise.”
As we pass by stores, cars and houses all I could see and think of is Niall. I cried the whole way back to London and to here, I think I’m done crying but the pain still aches. I miss seeing his blue eyes light up and his smile can get so big that baby dimples appear. We pull into the sand and hop out the car. People swarm around us as we were walking to an open spot. “Aren’t you supposed to be with Niall at Madison Square Garden?” a girl that looks like she’s fifteen, asked me. I kept walking, biting my lip so hard so I couldn’t cry. “Good thing you and Niall split, he doesn’t deserve a slut like you,” one girl spat. I stopped and looked at her dead on. “You have five seconds to walk away before I’ll feed you to the sharks tonight,” Angelica glares at the girl. She rolls her eyes and pushes me out of the way. I start walking again, focusing on the ground; this will be a long day.
*Niall’s P.O.V.*
“That was a fantastic show out there boys,” Addison squealed running into Zayn’s arms. “Yeah, I am so proud of you guys… too bad that we have to leave tomorrow,” Kat informs giving Liam a quick peck on the cheek. I wish Lauren was here… I could have taken her out to a broadway show, or to a fancy resturaunt… dammit Niall stop thinking about her. I called her trying to hear her voice again before the show but she never answered, I texted her continuously after she left. “I’m going to make a quick call,” Harry announces and everyone watches him rush out of the dressing room. “I wonder who he has been calling lately,” Liam mumbles. “Yeah, maybe you guys could ask him, or check his call time,” Addison giggles. Man these girls like to giggle… a lot. “Hey I was thinking we should all go on a boat ride for dinner tonight,” Zayn suggests and everyone agrees. I sit down on the couch, I pulled out my phone and flipped through pictures of me and Lauren. Ignoring dinner plan discussion with the group, I rewinded back to the time last year on Easter. Lauren was in that easter dresslooking around for eggs with the girls while me and Louis came running towards them spraying them with water guns. How Lauren fell in the pondand dragged on me on top of her, the way we kissed while everyone else was calling for us. Her soft pink lips in sync with mine. When she moans my name when we make beautiful love pn special occasions. I get up from the couch and knock down the coat hanger making everyone stare at me. “I need air,” I mutter and slam the door behind me.
“This is one huge ass boat,” Addison mumbles as we walk on board. Well no shit… it’s a dinner cruise and it fits like a hundred people in the dining room. As the girls went to go check their make up and hair, fans and paparazzi crowd around us. We quickly try to walk through them and take pictures with the fans.
“So is it official that you and Lauren are done?”
“Will you two still talk?”
“Will you move on as fast as she can?”
“What was it like dating a slut?”
Harry turned around and glared at the person who asked that, “She isn’t a slut. Leave her alone.” Liam came inbetween me and another paparazzi and patted my back, “You paps need to get a proper job you fucking dicks.” I stayed quiet and watched the floor as the boys tried to keep the paparazzi away from me. “How do you feel if Lauren has already moved on?” one asked and I stopped. The pain in my chest grew times ten and I glared at the lady who asked me that. She couldn’t have moved on that fast… can she? I pusshed her aside and kicked up a little more speed in my pace. We walked back to the table finding the girls were waiting for us.
The lads got up and walked in line to the buffet. I stayed put, still wondering if she has already moved on. I laid my head on my palms… breathe Niall, Lauren wouldn’t do that; hell you would probably move on faster than her. Five minutes has past and I got up, Harry’s phone began to buzz and I grabbed it to give it to him. I looked at who was calling and it was a familiar number. It turned off and the buzzing stopped, I sat back down until the ringing started back up again. It was the same number and I swear I’ve seen that number before… I swiped the green answer button and put it close to my ear. “Hello?” I questioned. I heard a gasp and a what it sounded like a faint whisper ‘Niall’. Before I could even speak, the line went dead. I placed it back on Harry’s chair and looked out the window. Is it? No, it can’t be. Why would she call him? Is she the one that Harry has been calling lately? Why didn’t he tell me that they’ve been talking?
Notes
So I decided since I barely had any homework I decided to update today! Haha I really do miss typing chapters, I really want to write a book one day and be a writer. It seems so chill just siting at home on the computer letting all of your ideas go out and into a story. Lol anyways... So will Niall confront Harry? Was it Lauren? Was it Angelica being curious? Who will move on first, or should i say try to move on? Also who has heard Story Of My Life?! I love it so much and I am really proud of how mature and perfect the boys sound so far. <3Sorry for blabbering to you guys, i'll stop haha.
xx Lo
i did haha!
10/28/13