*Lauren's P.O.V.*


“I know about Harry,” Niall said looking at me. What does he know exactly? “What do you know…” I whispered. “He kissed you, he likes you, you two are best friends… I should have known.” Niall said. “I don’t like him Niall… he knows not too.” I trailed off. “I also knew that was him at the club, I just didn’t want to ruin you having fun. I never give you enough fun, I take it away from you… maybe being with Harry is better off. I see how much you smile around him.” He hesitates. “Niall, I don’t feel the same way with him.” I confirm. He looks away and just looks out the window. I sit back in the seat and think.




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“Hello Australia! Good to see you agin,” Louis cheers as the boys walk around the stage. Thousands of girls start screaming and I began to laugh with Addison and Kat. “This will never get old,” Kat says. The boys start singing Teenage Dirtbag and the three of us fangirl. I watch the boys dance and jump around, Louis gets a water bottle and squirts it at the boys and before I knew it the boys were having a water fight, Harry comes up to us and sprays water at us and we squeal, “Harry.” I look over and Niall dumps a bucket of water on to Harry. “Is Niall mad at Harry or what?” Addison asked. I watched them back away from each other and I said, “I hope not.”





The boys get off the stage and they go to the dressing room. Kat, Addison and I catch up and we starting running around and skate boarding. “Come back here girls, you might get attacked by some fans,” Paul hollered after us. He grabs my arms and Addison and Kat jumped ontop of him, I was pulling so hard that when he let go of my arm; I flew back. I was ready to hit the floor until Harry caught me laughing, “You’re like a five year old Lauren.” “Yeah I am,” I giggled and when he sat me up I see Niall storming towards us. “I was going to ask if you wanted to go clubbing with me and Josh but I see your having fun.” He pushed pass us and left, a security guard tryinng to keep up with him. “Is everything alright between you two?” Kat asked, while everyone was in silence. “He’s cranky from jetlag…” I mumbled.





We were all in Harry’s room watching the bachelor. “Oh damn he sexy,” Addison giggles at the new bachelor. “I know,” me and Kat agreed. “Maybe we should enter in the show then…” Louis mumbled and we all laugh. “It would be a funny season if Louis was a bachelor,” Liam said getting up to make popcorn. Finally Found You started playing and I take out my phone, “Hello?” I walked out to Harry’s balcony. “Hey Lauren, it’s Josh…” “Oh hey Josh! Is Niall still mad?” I asked with my fingers crossed. “I don’t think so but I’m taking him back to the hotel and he wants to see you.” He said. We kept talking about the concert and then we hung up. Harry came out, “Is everything alright? Addison and Kat are fangirling over the bachelors body…” I gave a light laugh, “I do the same when im alone.” Harry smirks and walks closer, “You see that star?” I look at the one he was pointing too, “For my girl I’ll get it for her and buy it… Just like how Jake did in Hannah Montanna.” We both laughed, “How sweet. Well I have to go back to my room Niall will be home and I don’t want to get him mad when he’s drunk!” I said and walked passed him. “Heys guys I gotta run, Niall wants me in the room before he’s home so I’ll see yeah tomorrow morning before our flight!” I exclaimed and walked out.




I got out of the shower expecting Niall but he isn’t here. I looked at the time one in the morning. “I guess I’ll wait for him…” I yawned. I got up and began watching t.v. Couple hours later I look at my clock and it’s two fourty two. I’m hitting the hay, I don’t care if he gets mad. We have a flight to catch tomorrow. I slide in the other twin bed that we haven’t touched and got in it. Where are you Niall, I thought looking at the empty bed.





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I opened my eyes and looked over to Niall passed out on the other floor. I quietly get dressed in cozy clothes, grab a room key and walked out to get breakfast. I open my phone up to find out that everyone saved me and Niall a seat. I greet people on the elevator and walk out of the lobby. I turn to the breakfast area and I see Kat and Louis arguing with people, Addison and Zayn running around yelling at the paparazzi to leave and Harry and Liam running to me. “Hey… guys…” I greeted them. “I think we should all go out to the loud pool side and eat breakfast out there,” Liam greets back. “Will Niall be able to find us?”I asked as Liam and Harry hurry me out of the lobby. They ignored me.



“What’s going on?” I finally ask, setting down my donut. “Just a crazy day with the paparazzi…” Zayn said. “Would you like a newspaper?” our waiter asked me. “Sure,” I said while everyone screamed, “NO.” I rolled my eyes and grabbed one, “Now what’s all this fuss about?” I flip a page until I see in giant ass writing, ‘Is Niall Horan from One Direction a trustworthy boyfriend?’ “What.” I blurted. I kept reading and then I see a picture of Niall last night snogging a familiar girl. I close the article and throw it at Harry, “Don’t keep these things from me Harry.” I quickly walked to the lobby, grabbed another newspaper andsprinted to my hotel room.





I opened the door to found Niall walking around shirtless. “Lauren, hey,” Niall said coming in for a kiss. I backed away, “So you had fun last night?” “Yeah kind of, why?” I showed him the article. He dropped his shirt and looked at me. “It’s not what it was…” He began. “Oh no, I get the guilt trip every time you argue with me about Harry and then you tell me maybe he’s better for me. Is that your plan? Niall James Horan I’m done with you. You seem better off as a single carefree motherfucker anyway.” I raise my voice. I throw everything into my bags and push pass him. I knock every picture we took together and threw them away. “Lauren, no, it wasn’t what it looked like. Stop, please, calm down. Your overreacting… Maybe that’s why you’re fucking overreacting, so you can leave to Harry. You were just waiting for the moment.” He grabs my arm. I push him back, “You never trusted me and since with that picture, I don’t trust you. I loved you Niall, now it’s nothing.” I throw the promise ring he gave me and left.



I walked down the hall finding Harry’s room. When I found his room I knocked on it. Harry opened it up and hugged me, “Don’t cry.” He let me stay in his room until we had to meet up for our flight. I explained him what happened, when I finished he got up. “Where are you going?” “I’m going to talk to Niall…” His morning raspy voice creeped up my back. The last thing I wanted him to do was talk to Niall, cause something bad could happen. Before he walked out of the room I ran after him, “No don’t talk to Niall… just go see when we are leaving.” Harry nodded and hugged me. When I shut the door I fell, “Niall.” I cried and cried. I couldn’t stop crying that my head began to hurt. What did I just do? I broke up with him. I love him. I lost him. I lost him. I had to calm me down but the pain of loosing him was too much, after minutes of crying I ran to my bags and took out something. I went to the bathroom and examined my razor, I was still crying. “Niall,” I whispered. I lifted my hand with the razor in it and dug it in my skin I wrote Niall in big letters on my arm, I cried more for Niall. I lifted it up again for my other arm and then it got pulled out of my hand. I looked up to the mirror and Harry was wide eye behind me. I turned around facing him. He wouldn’t speak. He kept looking at the bloody razor and my arm. I could see small tears run down his face. “Harry,” I sniffed. He pulled me in with a long hug.“Please… don’t… do… that… ever… again.” He huffed. "I don't know..." I sniffed. "Niall wouldn't want you to harm yourself.." He swayed me, kissing my head. I could feel small drops of his tears fall on my head and I burry my face into his shirt. Before I could think of a response to what he said, he added in, "I wouldn't want you to harm yourself too."




He picked me up and sat me on the sink gently. He grabbed bunch of toliet paper and got them wet. He lighty wiped away the blood. Once he finished he began to softly kiss the scars I made. Even though it said Niall’s name Harry was still being sweet and gentle with them... with me.





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We all met up and Harry kept me close, when we had to take off our jackets and shoes for security scan, Harry tried to hide my scars so no one; especially the paparazzi, could see it.When we began walking to the plane, I could feel Niall’s eyes watching me. I straightened up and then relaxed when Harry whispered, “Don’t worry, everything will be fine.”






-three months later-



*Addison’s P.O.V*



We enrolled in university. Lauren and Kat were already in college so they had to be in a higher grade then me. The boys already started their U.S. Tour and Me and Zayn skype whenever we are free. It’s been big since Lauren and Niall’s break up. He has been drinking since he’s the age now in the United States, him and Harry don’t talk too much unless they are on stage. Niall also cries to sleep. Well Lauren keeps to herself now and practices swimming too keep her busy, she randomly stays in the shower forever which is unsual, she wears yoga pants, baggy pants and hoodies everywhere she goes, she does cry a lot over the night… to the point where we have to set a night call schedule with Haarry so he can call before she cries. We are worried about her but Zayn said it’ll clear up before the tour is over …. Yeah I doubt that hun. Kat runs into my room screaming, “What’s going on?” I laughed. “The boys are in New York and Paul said we can visit, they’ll be there for two weeks since they are doing two huge shows their!” I jumped up and fangirled with Kat, hold on… I don’t think Lauren would want to go. I stopped fangirling and sat back in my chair. Kat looked at me in confusement, “What’s wrong?” “ “First what about school and second… Lauren …” I said. Kat stood there for five minutes and then walked out of my room.





*Lauren’s P.O.V.*



“Lauren, pack your bags.” Kat said bursting through my room. “Why,” I said turning around my chair. I watched her walk out of my room, “We are going to New York to see the boys.”




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“Ahhh I haven’t visited New York, I’m so excited!” Kat squealed in the taxi. “How did you even get us to skip school for two weeks?” Kat laughed “I told the principal, who was a huge fan and she said she would let us but that’s unfair to the other students so we have to do a huge project of our trip.” “Well it’s better than detention!” Kat said and the taxi stopped infront of a huge hotel. “I’m guessing we are here…” I say flatly.


We get out of the car and walk inside, We find the boys’ room and before we knocked I blurted, “I’m not ready. I can’t see him. Please I want to go home.” The girls looked at me. “You are a strong girl, maybe seeing Niall will calm you. Please Lauren we want to see the boys…” They said in a whisper. The door swung open before I could say anything.“What the… ZAYN, LIAM YOUR GIRLS ARE HERE!” Louis yelled. “Louis!” we all cheered and tackled him with hugs. “Why haven’t you told us you guys were coming?” Lou asked me. “I didn’t even know we were coming…” I muttered and walked in to greet everyone. Me and Louis kept talking until Zayn hollered out, “Niall come out we have guests.” Everyone stopped talking and silence filled the room. A door opened and shut, “Who’s here?” A groggily irish voice filled my ears. A pain in my chest began to grow as I watched him appear from a corner. He was wearing a snapback, his crazy mofo shirt and in grey boxers. He stopped when he saw me, he looked dead, he hasn’t been getting enough sleep and I could tell he hasn’t been shaving his beard and stach. “Niall!” Kat and Addision giggled trying to break the silence. He un focused on me and hugged them, I looked away and began walking around their suite. I wonder where Harry is… then I hear a knock on the hotel room door, I run out back into the living room. Niall watches me, I avoid eye contact and wait for Louis to open it. Harry walks in wearing a plaid shirt and a purple snapback. He walks in and realizes that we visited. I run up to him, “Harry!” He hugs me back but lifting my whole body off the ground. “Lauren!” He set me back down and we went to greet everyone and catch up. While Liam and Kat were talking to me and Harry, hands wrapped around my wrist and gripped it hard, “Ouch Harry.” I whispered to him. “I didn’t do anything…” He whispered back. I turned around and he sits down on the couch by Louis, who was watching a football/soccer match. He was staring me, his deep blue eyes watching me intently. I tensed up when Harry was lightly rubbing my scar, it's been so long from what happened, i'm not used of it being touched. I look back at Niall who was gripping the couch arm, I got nervous and looked at Harry. “Harry…” I whispered shyly in his ear. “Yes Love?” He whispered back with his deep raspy voice, who was moving closer to me so he could hear me better from the loud T.V.
I could hear Niall getting up when Harry moved closer to me, I need to talk to Harry alone without Niall being like that. He’s scary now, I just want to cry. I look into Harry’s deep green eyes,






“Can we go in your room to talk?”

Notes

Okay I actually LOVE this chapter lol. I hope you guys like it too. :)


So Niall seems like he is getting pretty jealous of Harry right now, will he follow them into Harry's room? Will he tell Lauren how he feels? Also remember when Addison said that Lauren takes long showers, what's really going on in there? Do you think Lauren and Harry will get to together? Is Lauren scared of Niall's new behavior? Will anyone else figure out about the 'NIALL' scar? Will they make it being without each other or will hell break loose?

You just gotta wait ;)
Thanks for being soooooo patient! Love you guys :*
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