KATS P.O.V
we spent an hour showing our different piercings and tattoos. He then suggested to watch a movie I told him to choose while I got snacks.

He'd chosen mean girls, I had a laughing fit, "
"you've just been showing me all your macho tattoos and piercings and you choose mean girls!" I fall onto the couch laughing
"what? Don't girls like chick flicks? I've heard this is good!"
"Hahah choose something else"
we end up watching lord of the rings, half way through meg comes in,
"ohh I'm interrupting" she sniggered, okay so he put his arm round me when the dark riders or black riders came on, they freak me out! So I put my head on his chest. I grab a pillow and lob it at her. It's getting hot in here, I really wanna take my jumper off but I can't let Niall see my cuts, e leave I know he will, first kinda proper friend in 5 years!!
" Im just gonna go put another top on, I'm abit hot" he smiles and nods, I leg it up stairs and grab a plain black long sleeve tee and run back down.
" I thought you were hot?"
" I was.."
"Then why are you still wearing long sleeves?"
"this is the only one I could find .."
I can see he doesn't believe me but he lets it go.


Okay I'm really hot now!! I pull up my sleeves slighty, you an see them! I start to panic I need to subtly pull them back dowin without him noticing, I look and see he's about to turn his head to me, I yank down the sleeves, so un-subtly, I give him a grin and turn to watch the film. He reaches for the remote and turns it off. Shit shit shit
" it hasn't finished yet.."
"Show me your wrists" it wasn't a question ..
"why?"
"Please Kat"
"no" he reaches toward my sleeve and grabs my wrist and the fabric rips,I scream put in pain, he lets go immediately.
I turn and blink away the tears 'it doesn't hurt Katy it doesn't it doesn't' I whisper to my self.
"Kat I'm so sorry"
I turn he's so pale,
"show me please"
the sleeves ripped and there bleeding, they sting, I feel frozen.

He reaches and tenderly takes my wrist, " why?" He whispers