Ship Love.
This Wasn't Worth It.
He laid his hands on me, what kind of men would do that. I understand Niall is mad at me, he has every right to but to knock me out that is a no. I went up to him and I slapped him really hard, I was so mad at him.
Me: “What kind of fucking man, hits a women like you did. I understand you are mad, I don’t blame you. I don’t know if we could be together, after that incident that you just pulled I need to leave right now. Don’t you even try to stop me from leaving, for now I call it a break between us. I don’t want any commitment with you, until I get my final decision you and I are on a break.”
Niall: “Denise wait... please stay I am so sorry, that I ever laid my hands on you. Please don’t break up…”
I slammed the door and left the room, I called Ashley and she came and helped me with the suitcases. I carried as much as I could, and I left the room I needed time to think about the entire relationship now.
Niall POV
Me: “I cannot believe that she left me, she just left me and I don’t know if she will ever come back in my life. I cannot believe she is gone, what have I done I actually wished I had punched my self before punching her.”
Harry: “Mate it is okay…” I cut him off, before he could even complete his sentence.
Me: “Leave right now, I don’t want to see you I need some space to myself. I don’t know if I will be coming to our house, maybe I will stay another night here. I need time to myself, just leave right now we will talk about this later on.”
Harry: “Alright…. Ummm… if you want anything you know how to reach me.”
He left the room, once he left the room I had the room all to myself. What have I done this time, I was so mad that I saw that picture. But now because I was so mad, I have to pay for the damages I caused and I am officially an emotional wreck as well.
I really did it to myself now, that picture was not worth losing the girl that I love so much. I should have controlled my feelings and emotions more, I shouldn’t have punched her. I wouldn’t hurt a fly but I hurt, the one that I love so much sure I am mad now but I wont be mad forever.
If Denise will have me back in her life, I will never hurt her ever again emotionally or physically ever again. I highly doubt she will accept me in her life again, I need to talk to my mom right now.
Mom: “Nialler, my son how are you?.”
Me: “Hey mom, well I am in a bit of a problem right now… I actually hit Denise the girl that you met in Malaysia. I punched her, and now she is a bruise in her eyes because of me. The reason I did that, is because I saw a picture of Harry and her kissing.”
Mom: “You hit Denise?!, Niall are you out of your mind. I didn’t raise you to be this kind of boy, no matter what picture or anything happens. You have no right to hit a women, my God Niall I am disappointed and shocked. Was the picture really meant, ruining your relationship with a beautiful girl?. She was at fault yes, but you laying a hand on her made you more worse then her. Niall fix it, fix this problem because what you did was very bad I am very mad at you.”
After a long talk with my mom, I hung up the phone and I cried to myself http://cdn04.cdn.socialitelife.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/11/crying-gifs-10112013-01.gif this isn’t worth losing my relationship.
End Of POV
Notes
Ohhh No.... They are on a break :'(. This isn't a good sign at all, poor Niall he feels so helpless right now. I actually want to give Niall a hug, and say everything is going to be okay :'(.
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8/13/14