Dance.
Wishing For A Miracle.
Niall POV
Me: “Babe listen to me I love you so much, you know that right. You know I wouldn’t do anything to hurt you in any way shape or form, we have been together for quite a while now right. Well today earlier something happened…. I went to a boat with the lads. Harry picked up a couple of girls to accompany us in the boat, well I umm I sort of made out with one of the girls Harry picked up.”
Gabriela: “Get out of this house, get out of this house right now.”
Me: “Baby wait just listen to me, hear me out I am so sorry I ever did that I didn’t have sex with her or anything like that. It was about to go that direction but I stopped it, because I know you would be hurt I love you Gabriela.”
Gabriela: “You hurt me so bad Niall so bad, I trusted you with all my heart took care of you when you were down. This is how you show your love back, that is just great Niall. Please get out I need time to think about everything, for now you and I are taking a break.”
I left the house with my head down to the floor, it literally feels like I lost everything all at once. I lost the one person that genuinely cared about me, and for what a day of fun?. I didn’t even fucking have any fun, why did I even agree to go to the boat with the lads.
My plan was to surprise my angel, with flowers we were supposed to go out for lunch. I was supposed to make plans on going to Hawaii, because I know how much she wanted to go. Everything is gone I lost everything, how am I supposed to be in one piece after everything that happened?.
Do I deserve to be happy ever in my life?, I cannot even be faithful in a relationship how do you expect me to think about a future with someone?. Let me give her space, to think about everything hopefully this is not the end of us.
I know that this is not the end of us, God has a plan for the both of us maybe this is a test. To see whether this is the right girl for me or not, I could have had sex with her she wouldn’t even know about it.
Why didn’t I do that?, because I love her so much she is my everything. I screamed in an empty street, “Gabriela I love you!!!!!” I am not afraid to show her that I love her. If she ever gives me one more chance, I will not mess this one up I will love her even more.
God please find it in Gabriela heart, to forgive me so that I can have her back in my arms. I am praying and wishing among the stars, for that one wish that we come back together.
End Of POV
Notes
It didn't go well at all, Niall confessed what he wanted to say it didn't do any good to him in the end.. :(. Could this possibly be the end, of Gabriela and Niall?.Comment, Rate and Subscribe <3 :D
11/22/13