Saint & Sinner.
Close Call.
The following morning I woke up, to get ready for University http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=97637409 . I was excited because I was going to see Harry again, we had an amazing time last night. Tomorrow I am going to be seeing Niall as well, I don’t know if I like Niall as much as I like Harry. I know I said that I like them both, but I am starting to get to know Harry as a person and he is definitely one of the sweetest guys I know.
I hope that I am right about Harry a small part of me, is saying that he is doing this to get under your skin. The other part of me says that he is a sweet guy, that has good intentions with you.
I don’t really know what to think in this point, I am over reacting situations I tend to do that a lot. I really couldn’t focus on the class today, I was thinking about me seeing Harry I was excited to see him again.
I woke up with a huge smile on my face, finally I get to see Taylor again I would love to see where this friendship goes maybe it will develop into something great late on.
I don’t want to rush anything, I am still a very young guy I don’t want to regret anything if this doesn’t work out.
I got ready for our meeting, http://25.media.tumblr.com/fdd1adb7643bb0b1e6163c467a59fc1e/tumblr_mpeb4uUGuG1s76w1fo1_500.jpg straight away as soon as I exited the hotel paparazzi’s were downstairs.
I am sure Taylor, is done with her class I hope these pap’s don’t follow me to our meeting place that will be a huge thing if they do. I don’t want Taylor to be dragged in the media, and be labelled as one of my girlfriends it is bad enough I am labelled as a flirt already.
I saw her in the restaurant I approached her, and gave her a huge hug and a kiss on the cheeks.
“Hello there you look handsome today”, she told me that I couldn’t stop smiling and gazing at her beauty.
“You look beautiful yourself”, she couldn’t stop blushing. “Right so it has been a crazy day for me pap’s were following me as soon as I left the hotel it was so crazy, but I guess this is what you have to pay for the price of fame. I sometimes wish, I didn’t have all this attention in my life I want to do this abnormal job and live a perfect normal life without all this attention. I know that a lot of fans want to know a lot about us, but sometimes it just gets to the point where it is a bit extreme anyways. So you pretty lady, tell me what happened about your day today?.”
“Well university, was very boring to be honest I couldn’t stop thinking about our hang out today. I want to know you better, ever since our meeting yesterday I feel like you are misjudged by the media. “ she made me feel something happy in the inside, I wish I knew a girl like you before Taylor why haven’t you came in my life earlier?.
The more I get to know this person’s life the more I feel like she is the right, girl for me she is everything that I want in a girl. I just don’t feel like I am the right guy for her, I guess I am just better off being friends with her.
I don’t know why this is so confusing to me, my heart says to go on and tell her how I feel I just don’t know how to approach her like that.
I don’t know if Harry is the type of guy that would go for a girl like me, I mean I may not be his type. Maybe he is looking for a friendship type of relationship with me, I don’t want to get my feelings hurt in the end.
This is way to confusing for me, I don’t know how to hide this feelings. It is so hard to hide feelings like this, I am not good with hiding them. I thought that Harry was a bad guy that only screws girls, and dumps them he is completely different I see a sensitive yet cheeky guy in front of me.
My feelings for him are becoming stronger for, I want to see where this goes maybe he doesn’t feel the same way I do.
Harry: “Taylor let’s go somewhere I want to take you somewhere, trust me I wont do anything to hurt you.”
He grabs my hand, our hands touched each other the sweet touch of his hands made me go crazy on the inside. A sense of adrenaline rush was pumping through my veins while we ran, to that somewhere.
We reached that place, it was so beautiful we went to a near by beach to see that beautiful sunset http://newsimg.bbc.co.uk/media/images/41344000/jpg/_41344608_slipwayview416.jpg .
This was so romantic, Harry and I were holding hands as we saw the sunset from a near by beach. I placed my head on his shoulders, this feels right the only problem is he hasn’t told me that he loves me.
So now I am confused, am I moving to fast does he even want a relationship yet?. I can’t be too quick to judge, what if I say “I love you” and he doesn’t say anything back.
The day ended, it was time for me to get back home. Otherwise my parents would get worried sick, I hugged and kissed Harry on his cheecks as I went to the car.
20 min later I arrived my house, “Taylor where have you been?” you dad is worried sick about you. My mom was yelling at me, I didn’t even come back that late though it was only 8 pm.
“I was doing a study session with the girls, don’t worry mom I am fine” that was a close one if I didn’t come up with that lie I would have been busted.
Notes
Harry is such a sweet heart :'). Taylor and Harry feels the exact way, could this be love?. Is Niall ever going to be as more than a friend to Taylor?.Comment, Rate and Subscribe to find out <3 :D
10/9/13