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I screamed at my therapist today. Great.
@r a i n d r o p s
So sorry deary therapy is shit. But you'll get through it (not just saying it I've done it and it's compete and utter bull shit but it makes everyone else happy) sending hugs your way. And if you need to talk I'm here.
(And you really should try to eat something or they'll stick you on a feeding tube which isn't fun)
@ontheedge
I've been stuck in a feeding tube for the last month and I just got off because my doctor is scared of women (shackled and unable to do anything but scream) screaming obscenities at his face.
Apparently I'm trusted enough to feed myself ...
@tkstylist
Just angry. Tired. Lonely.
Certainly not alone. :(
They trust me enough to feed myself but they don't trust me enough to let me stand up.
Okay.
I know my legs don't exactly work that well and I might have to give up running at all costs, but do you seriously have to shackle me to my bed even when I sleep?
I'll explain later. More therapy.
Ugh. >.>
Well, I'm bored. I'm in pain. I'm tired. Apparently I have insomnia. I can't sleep. I want to but I can't. I'm moody.
Really. Moody. And. I. Want. To. Slap. The. Doctor.
Or my therapist.
JUST! I'm tired af and you want to "chat"? Ahem, by chat you mean inform me of every. Single. Flaw. I. Have.
No, I can't eat ice-cream. So, what do I eat? Crappy hospital meals?
F**K YOU! I'M NOT EATING THAT YOU MOTHE –
Sigh. I get cookie dough icecream from Chelsea on a visitor hour and they just take the entire container-y thing. I haven't eaten anything in 36 hours. Or digested anything. I don't know.
Oh, and now some children's show is playing on the tv and I'm too lazy to reach for the remote!
Wait. I can't. I'm shackled.
I'd be Skyping Bryant rn if
1. I wasn't shackled to the hospital bed,
2. And two, if my voice wasn't literally a sigh from screaming "STHU & GTFO” all day.
3. Oh and three. If I could reach my laptop.
I love my life.
4/29/16