School..help?

I'm a freshman in High school. I take courses online in connexus. I took the Eoc (End of Course) exams Algebra 1. And It basically just see if you have the requirements to graduate high school in 2019. If you fail, you retake the course. I'm pretty sure I failed the test.
My grades and GPA went so low.
Biology- D(69%)
Algebra- C
English- F
Game Design- A
Health- B
Career-B
In my report card last week I had 2 F's and 1 D. The rest B's and A's. In my report card, it also says my GPA went to a 3.8 to a 2.8
My mom said if I don't get my grades to B's and A's and have no overdues (I have 14 overdues now) by Monday, I'm moving with my dad. I really want my grades to go up and do well in school but this is stressing me out and I'm overthinking a lot that I'm starting to have anxiety and leading into depression. I fear I'm going to move in with my dad because I can't simply get my grades up and didn't get a High school diploma because I didn't pass a stupid exam.
I'm trying so hard now and everyone is giving me a cold shoulder, especially my mom. She keeps calling me a failure and she should of aborted me and also said my motivation in school is probably a knife and popin a bottle of pills. I'm not even suicidal, I'm just depressed. I just want someone to tell me everything will be okay.

@xAGx

I suck at school too, hardly receiving above above 80%, but that doesn't change me. You see, we are not defined by the grades we get or the dress we wear or the people we go out with. It's all about your heart, is it good? Or is it bad?

Maybe there's something good in moving with your dad? Maybe it's not good for you to stay with your mother? Ah, dear mother! she's a strange thing. Mothers are strange things. Worrying too much about something so little. I bet she's just worried for you, that's why she she thinks maybe giving you the cold shoulder will help you realize her importance and about what she says.

It's going to be okay, believe me. I cannot say that I feel what you feel, or what you're going through. Because you and I, we both know that this is total bullshit. I hope it turns out good for you. And if you need anyone to talk to, I'm here.

Zee xx

@xAGx

Grades and GPA mean nothing in my opinion, it's just an excuse for colleges to accept you or not. It doesn't determine how smart or successful you are, some people are geniuses and can't handle school due to anxiety and stress. Some idiots can handle school and get amazing grades, yet they know nothing.

The thing that is most important is worrying about yourself and your health. You can't get anything done if you can't help yourself first.

Having a bad relationship with your mother is one of the worst things, I can relate on that level, and I'm sure others can too.
One thing I've noticed (and lots of my friends who also deal with bad stress and anxiety), is people tend to overthink things and look too far into the future. There's nothing wrong with planning the future, but it only works for some people. With people, like you, who are dealing with more than enough, it stresses you out.

Right now, focus on helping yourself because if you can't, then everything will go further and further downhill.
If you need help with your classes I'd be happy to help. My little sister is a freshman too and I help her with her work often, so I have the work fresh in my mind.

Stay strong, you can do it :) ,xoxo