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Just another stupid rant
@sugarcube.
Ew from Cali to VA. Virginni sucks. You're probably bored as Hell, let alone with all the snow trapping everyone inside.
On a plus side though, it might be good for you to just take some time to chill and sort yourself out. If you and your mom have a toxic relationship, you can't help her until you help yourself. When the weather lightens up, wander through the woods or make a trip to the mountains to just chill and think :)
@Call_Me_Godot
It is really boring over here. And I guess you're right, I'm trying to help myself as much as I possibly can. I'll definitely take a nice walk and just listen to music or something. Thank you :)
@sugarcube.
I don't know if I'd be of any use but I do know that sometimes just venting and getting things off your chest to people you don't know can be fairly easy and helps a lot. If you're ever in need of a chat just let me know :)
@sugarcube.
Clearly you're an amazing writer, channel some anger/frustration into that. I find that when I just write down everything I'm stressing out over it helps. Maybe even write a letter to your mom saying everything that's wrong, but then just delete it (or send it and try and give her a wake up call)
i lived in Virginia for a while when I was 18, with my then boyfriend and his mother who was an alcoholic and drug addict. I only got a little taste of the toxicity and chaos she brought, but it was tough. I'm sorry you have to endure this.
@cocopops
Thank you so much, if I ever do need to vent I'll be sure to message you :)
@tkstylist
Thank you, you are too. That's very good advice, I've never actually tried that. I will totally try that, I've seen other authors do that and they say it helps them too.
@sugarcube.
Psychological studies have actually shown that writing down all the negative thoughts in your head then throwing out the physical copy has relieved stress and tension in the brain :) because you're LITERALLY throwing the trash out of your head.
(just saying tk's idea is totally factual and you should most definitely try it :X)
Okay so just this past week has been really weird and difficult for me. I'm temporarily living with my cousins in Virginia (I'm from California) and it's been hard. The reason why I left for awhile is because school but mostly family.
My moms an alcoholic and a drug addict but she was a year sober. When she found out I left, she relapsed and is blaming me (again) for her problems. I know it's not my fault because I do go to a group thing called Alateen (it's like alanon but for teens), but it still hurts.
My family is texting me and telling me to come back because maybe that will get her to stop. I keep telling them that my whole life I've been stuck with her and been the only realistic one dealing with her, and I need a break.
I mean I'm coming back home in June, so it's not even a year. Anyway, I'm ignoring them but they got ahold of my cousins and now they're telling me to talk to them because it might help.
I've been stuck with them all week because there was just a snowstorm called Jonas and I'm locked in until tomorrow so I have no where to go.
It's just really hard because I feel like I have no one right now. I don't trust people from my school and such, but the people on this sight are amazing and great advice givers.
Sorry for the long rant, I just needed to get that out.
1/25/16