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I'm Sorry

Hey.

Crazy how much goes on in a month. So many new faces on this website. So many old friends and family members (talking to you Teddy). I miss you guys.

Sorry if I let you some of you down. I know I promised story reviews and other things, but life is hard right now.

My older brother passed away last month. We were incredibly close and it negatively affected the entire family. My sister miscarried her baby a few weeks after, Mom was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. And on top of all of that my boyfriend left me. "Too unpredictable".

I feel like everything is crumbling around me. I don't even know what to do anymore. Let alone to bring myself to write fanfiction. Why does this happen? Is something against me? I've been good to everyone. I don't know. I just need a support system and people who somewhat know me. Because right now I barely know myself and I am fucking tired of being strong for everyone!!

I'm sorry though. I love you guys.

JustBloo. JustBloo.
10/12/15

@FlightlessBluebird
Condolences for the loss of your brother. I've lost family recently so if you need anyone to talk to, I'm here. *hugs*

tedz tedz
10/12/15

@mstheodora
Thanks Teds :-)

Btw it's Denim everyone a.k.a. Bloojay

JustBloo. JustBloo.
10/12/15

@FlightlessBloobird
We love you too!! Don't you ever give up! Life is only offered to us ONCE and you need to make the best out of yours. God give it and God take it away, you don't need to worry about dying. Worry about living and soaring high past all that pain.. Someday you're going to realize that life is hard, but if you always believe in yourself and have hope.. you'll be okay. :) I learned that. I'm 17, engaged, a mother of a one month old beautiful little girl, My mother doesn't care about me anymore, my dad is dying, my little seven yr old sister has cancer.. I've lost a sibling. I know how it feels, but I promise I promise I promise it's going to get better. Keep your head up and dream far. You'll always find your way if you believe in yourself. Never, ever, ever give up. And this goes for ANYONE who reads it. ♥♥

--B

brianna.smith brianna.smith
10/14/15

@FlightlessBloobird
We love you too!! Don't you ever give up! Life is only offered to us ONCE and you need to make the best out of yours. God give it and God take it away, you don't need to worry about dying. Worry about living and soaring high past all that pain.. Someday you're going to realize that life is hard, but if you always believe in yourself and have hope.. you'll be okay. :) I learned that. I'm 17, engaged, a mother of a one month old beautiful little girl, My mother doesn't care about me anymore, my dad is dying, my little seven yr old sister has cancer.. I've lost a sibling. I know how it feels, but I promise I promise I promise it's going to get better. Keep your head up and dream far. You'll always find your way if you believe in yourself. Never, ever, ever give up. And this goes for ANYONE who reads it. ♥♥

--B

brianna.smith brianna.smith
10/14/15

@FlightlessBloobird
We love you too!! Don't you ever give up! Life is only offered to us ONCE and you need to make the best out of yours. God give it and God take it away, you don't need to worry about dying. Worry about living and soaring high past all that pain.. Someday you're going to realize that life is hard, but if you always believe in yourself and have hope.. you'll be okay. :) I learned that. I'm 17, engaged, a mother of a one month old beautiful little girl, My mother doesn't care about me anymore, my dad is dying, my little seven yr old sister has cancer.. I've lost a sibling. I know how it feels, but I promise I promise I promise it's going to get better. Keep your head up and dream far. You'll always find your way if you believe in yourself. Never, ever, ever give up. And this goes for ANYONE who reads it. ♥♥

--B

brianna.smith brianna.smith
10/14/15

@FlightlessBloobird
We love you too!! Don't you ever give up! Life is only offered to us ONCE and you need to make the best out of yours. God give it and God take it away, you don't need to worry about dying. Worry about living and soaring high past all that pain.. Someday you're going to realize that life is hard, but if you always believe in yourself and have hope.. you'll be okay. :) I learned that. I'm 17, engaged, a mother of a one month old beautiful little girl, My mother doesn't care about me anymore, my dad is dying, my little seven yr old sister has cancer.. I've lost a sibling. I know how it feels, but I promise I promise I promise it's going to get better. Keep your head up and dream far. You'll always find your way if you believe in yourself. Never, ever, ever give up. And this goes for ANYONE who reads it. ♥♥

--B

brianna.smith brianna.smith
10/14/15

@Brianna.Horan
Thank you :)
But how do you cope with everything going on? Life sounds pretty hectic for you.

JustBloo. JustBloo.
10/14/15

@FlightlessBloobird
I'm sorry to hear about your brother.
Condolences for your sisters loss as well.
And your mom; wow - I don't even know what to say.
I hope that some positive energy and guardian angels come your way soon dear.

You haven't done anything wrong.
A support system is here if you need it.
I'm more than willing to talk; or even just listen if you want to vent.
You have no need to be sorry.
:)

cocopops cocopops
10/16/15