idk anymore... lol?

so, ive kinda built up this titanium-made person who dosnt let anyone hurt her, who loves her self and is kind to others. My friends and family believe that I'm this strong feeling-less person that just gives absolutely no fucks about anyone or what anyone thinks of me, but i think it may be becoming a problem.

My dad took me out fishing today only to inform me that he and my mom are probably getting a divorce. Being this titanium-made person i made myself to be, i gave ABSOLUTY ZERO SHITS, and i sat there trying to comfort my devastated father. Typicaly its the other way around and that is what kind of frightens me.

Me being the youngest out of a family of 4, i seem-and pretty much feel- nothing, Im starting to become worried that its a bad thing that I'm not... sad you know? Don't get me wrong, I'm not happy about it, but I'm not sad either-kinda neutral. No, not even natural, jut I DGAF. Since i just DGAF, I'm stuck being the happiest, or should i say not depressed, person in this family.

Im not going to lie, I'm a petty strong person. I can take care of myself, I'm constantly teaching myself lessons, hell, I even comforted a 50 year old man just because I was smart enough and calm enough to.

So, my question is, is it a bad thing that I am not at all affected by this even though my dad is going into a pretty deep depression, my mother buried in paper work possibly seeing another man, and a brother across the fucking world doing I don't know what but from what Ive heard not well- depression also, i don't even think from the deforce, just college, i don't even think he knows TBH! It would crush him if it finds out...

Please help, IDK if its bad or not. And I'm not asking this because i care, i spent the whole forum explaining i don't anyway, I'm akin this because it sucks being the only person in the family that is not sobbing in tears.

bad? or nah?

@Waving_Snail
It's got both positives and negatives.
first off, im sorry to hear about the divorce, they can be devastating on a family. As a child of divorce if you need someone to talk to at any time - im more than happy to oblige.

As for the titanium rock solid self; personally I'd take it as an almost gift. I am so emotionally unbalanced and sensitive it hurts. My sister and brothers on the other hand are the total opposite and I admire that although it scares me.

I think not showing any emotion at all is fine; but you should at least feel something. Even if its the smallest, tiniest feeling deep down somewhere.

@peaches.
thank you so much for the support, but i just don't think ill be finding anything... except not having anyone to share my usaly everyday happiness. Whats the point when you have nobody to share it with, you know? I guess thats the feeling i should be feeling, But idk

@Waving_Snail
You're welcome. It sucks but something will eventually make sense. I know what you mean to, it really is frustrating not having someone around (or even the thought) when you wanna share something you've done or something thats happened.