Smoker's Rant

Sorry I just wanna get this out.

BUT I SWEAR TO FUCKING GHANDI THE NEXT PERSON WHO ASKS IF I HAVE A VAPOR PEN BECAUSE IM TRYING TO QUIT SMOKING I WILL PUNCH IN THE FACE.

And I'm tired of people lecturing me about the dangers of smoking. I know what they are. I grew up with my dad smoking, my aunt smoking, my great grandma smoking. My boyfriend smokes. I used to smoke weed and cigs now I'm mainly cigars and my pen. I think I know. And this shit is common with people who suffer from stress and anxiety. pressuring people to quit stresses them out and makes them smoke more.

And if I'm curtious enough not to blow my vapor/smoke in your face and stand away from you while I do it, can't you be just as respectful by NOT riding my ass??

Sorry about this. I'm done.

Godot out.

...you got a light?

I kid. Quitting smoking was the single most hardest thing I ever went through. I feel your pain. Punch that fucker in the face.

@petal
I heard it's harder than quitting heroin >.> lol but I do always carry a LIGHTER ;P for my boyfriend and for my eye liner and maybe in case I pick up a Black & Mild on my way to a party :O but not the lights themselves XD

@Call_Me_Godot
You use a lighter for your eyeliner as well?
my sister thinks I'm a freak for doing it.
it wouldn't at all surprise me if quitting cigs is harder than heroin; stupid nicotine and somewhat still addictive menthol flavoring!!

@petal
I've know my boyfriend for like two years and every three months he decides he's going to quit smoking (and never does lol).

But yeah. Lighters and eye liner go together like fries and ice cream-it sounds weird until you try it and then you wonder why you've wasted your time not doing it. The flame helps soften up the liner itself before you put it on which I think makes it easier :P

@Call_Me_Godot
Ha! The "I'm gonna quit" and then never do. I swear that's my life. I even tried the Sauna method.

For some it worked. Bullshit for me. I've just now worked my way down to a nicotine patch and I look like shit. Idk, something about being able to tap the actual cigarette between my lips calmed me.

I've heard I smoked weird though, and I probably sound crazy. Lolol

But the feelz are real, my mom (back when she still gave a shit) would whisper, "Another puffs a year off your life.." every fucking time I would go to the backyard for a family reunion stress reliever

@Call_Me_Godot & @petal
i swore i was the only person who heated up their eyeliner like that.
hooray for not being a freak!

@BloojayLove
My mom knows I have a pen but she doesn't ride me about it since she knows I'll keep doing it anyway. But my aunt's a hardcore smoker and my cousin and my grandma are always like "I wish she wouldn't do that. It kills her every time she takes a puff. It's a dumb habit she needs to stop." And then they promptly turn around and want her to baby sit, now the yard, go grocery shopping, host family events. Like YOURE the reason she does it O.o if you chill maybe she would too.




@peaches.
There's nothing weird about lighters and eye liner XD I think the people who can go without a lighter are weird lol literally my whole daily make up routine is floofing on eye shadow, smearing eyeliner on my top lids with one of those pallet kind of liners, then heating and cooling my pencil to do the bottom of my eye ;P

@Call_Me_Godot
Damn straight. I wish I had a makeup routine, im just kinda organic and with the flow

@peaches.
I grew up on Ozzy Oabourne and Alice Cooper (who are both eye liner fanatics if you google them) so I feel weird if I don't have a heavy grungey smudge of color around my eyes XD but I use a nude pallet for my shadow ;P

@Call_Me_Godot
My dad is obsessed with Alice so I totally understand the eyeliner thing. I like wearing it but I feel like a baby racoon even with the slightest amount on because im as pale as a zombie

@peaches.
Ditto :D I can trace my veins all the way from my finger tips up my arms, trough my torso, and then down my legs lol plus having a heroin addict figure just makes me look like some kind of living dead THING. And I'm cool with that lol

@peaches.
Ditto :D I can trace my veins all the way from my finger tips up my arms, trough my torso, and then down my legs lol plus having a heroin addict figure just makes me look like some kind of living dead THING. And I'm cool with that lol

@Call_Me_Godot
So im assuming when don't wear makeup people also ask you if you're okay or tell you your sick?


Idudjebevskiayshsb!!! at tanned people and the non dead looking

@peaches.

I just kind of look sick all the time lol so most people don't say anything to me. Unless it's winter and thus cold out because then everyone assumes I have pneumonia for some reason lol