I think I'm gonna take my stories down ...

I feel like I should just tear down my stories . I haven't even been keeping up my updating schedule . I feel like my depression is getting in the way of everything because I literally shut everyone out . When I come home , the first thing I do is get in my bed , blast music in my ears , and ignore everyone and everything around me . I just can't be bothered with anything . On top of that , I know you guys hate me for never updating . Even if you say you don't hate me , I know you do because I would . I do . And about kik , I ended up deleting the app . Should I just give up and take my stories down ?

Do NOT delete your stories!! You are one of the amazingly talented writer!! You have almost 800 votes on one of your stories!! Please don't delete your stories I LOVE them!!!!

Have you seen American Horror Story? You kinda remind me of that girl on the first season, even though her stuff was all horror stuff related. She was able to find solace and I believe you can too. Everyone who has been overworked or overlooked a lot needs to take their breathers from time to time. Just take your breaks, it doesn't matter what some readers say here and freak out. Patience is number one, and a lot of your fans have patience. I would personally hate to see your creativity and skill in writing be thrown away, but if you want to take it down that is ultimately your choice, but you're so skilled, so I would really love to see you still hang around. Sorry this probably didn't help one lil bit

Plus everyone has other stuff they do instead of being on this site, so we can't just expect you to be on 24/7, so it's okay to not update every damn day

I don't think you should. I mean, you've obviously worked hard on them to get where they are & starting over is a pain; let me tell you. Just keep them up, people are obviously still reading them and getting enjoyment from them.

Deep down, it's a personal choice though. If you think its right; that's all that matters.

Perhaps even co-author with someone so that they can take on from where you've left and you can come back at any time to take over again???

@NiallsNandos
I honestly think you shouldn't let anyone tell you whether you should or shouldn't take the stories down. As much as I'd love for you to continue writing your stories, I'd never say, "Don't take them down" because I'd just feel selfish. I believe it's your choice, no one else's. (:

No one hates you for not updating often. I love every single one of your stories, and even if you don't up date often I would still be happy with one every three months or even years. Although its not really my choice, I want you to know that it's up to you to do what you feel is right. I'm still dealing with some shit that went on in my life, and I'm telling you now I understand. Everything is just one huge crazy mess; it's hard to keep up sometimes. Trust me it can only go up...plus or minus a few downs but they will pass in time. I love every one on this site no matter what, and every directioner out there we are a family. ❤

No!!!! You are such an amazing writer, and everyone loves you to death. Trust me, we all understand what you're going through, and it's okay. If you think it's the best choice, you can take your stories down, but I'm begging you not to. Even if you don't update, your stories still deserve the chance to be read. Think of all the time and effort you put into them. Are you going to put those hours to waste?

Okay, normally I'm not one of those who always comment and all, but this time I really feel the need to.
Your stories were the first I read on this website, started with Good Meets Bad. I was reading it like since the beginning, you had about 5 or 6 chapters published, I think. To be honest, I always enjoyed them. You had really good plot twists and I love every character you invented for your stories. And I'm not gonna start about how funny you made them. It was either tears of joy or tears of sadness, but most times I really cried a bit. :)
I always looked forward for your chapter updates - I actually still do. I don't mind if it may take longer for you to update or whatever. You shouldn't feel pressured to publish anything, really. We're your fans, we can wait. Our fandom has more than enough experience on waiting.:D
I hate the fact that you're suffering depression, but please don't give up. It's okay to feel a bit down, you know. Of course I don't know how.. I don't know- hard? it is for you, but I hope it will get better soon.
Let me tell you, you're loved by all of your readers. We all love you and we don't mind to wait for a new chapter- we really don't. (I can only speak for myself, but I guess it is like that.) We all have enough life going on besides writing fanfiction or fangirling, it's not that easy how some people imagine it.
Anyways, I'm kind of drifting off. If you want to put your stories down, though it would be very sad, we'll respect your opinion. It just would be sad to (kind of) waste your gift of writing skills and all. But it's up to you.
We'll respect your choice and never forget, we love you.

(so this was probably awkwardly long but i had to write about my emotions here. Sorry if there are any mistakes, I'm not a native speaker.)

@NiallsNandos

Don't even...Don't you even dare! I fucking love ALL of your stories!! And I find them inspirational! You haven't updated GMB in forever because it's over but I STILL have it subscribed! Just like BME and WWYCM. Lady listen carefully, you are an AMAZAYN writer so get yo booty outta ya ass and realize you have ALL of us supporting YOU!!! I swear to god, any type of story I've thought about making comes from one of your stories, not exactly but same idea. Don't even take them down for god's sake! I will literally copy all of your stories and post all of the chapters and be like "GET HER TO WRITE AGAIN!!!" because honestly your a kick ass writer so for what ever reason you are depressed....remember this adive and reminder...You are in the craziest, horniest, fucking fandom in the WHOLE damn world woman. If you are a DIRECTIONER remember dis- We don't give the fuck up.



I do believe my point is made, but this is a pre-caution--



OF YOU WINNING A FUCKING WRITER'S GRAMMY!!!!!!!


My rant is now over! My emotional fucking rant in which I poured my heart into.

And to feel better getta tub of ice cream the size of your pillow and watch ALL of heyyoshanna's youtube videos or just put in Shanna Malcom ok? It'll make you feel better in at least 3 seconds flat after watching one of her Ghetto Gaming videos.

When life brings ya down remember FISH!!!!!!!! Ok, I know, it seems REALLY random. But it's an acronym. F.I.S.H= Fuck It Shit Happens. Fish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Did it help? Did it make you giggle??????? I hope it made you feel a bbbbiiitt better! :D No? Oh well, I'm no comedian.

@NiallsNandos
Don't take your stories down, even if you can't write right now, don't just delete them, because with all the comments and votes and reads you have it's clear that you've done something right.

I used to post my story here and it had decent reads/comments/votes - I took it down to rewrite it, now I am back and the story is far better but I can't attack readers. Deleting my story was probably my biggest mistake, because now I am struggling with writing due to no feedback. Don't go down that road, believe me, you'll regret it.

Get healthy, take some time off and let the stories just sleep for a while. But don't just ruin your chance at coming back, or you might end up like me. Utterly frustrated and dissatisfied.